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FREE BOOK freely distributed into the Internet in essay form. Send e-mail request to address indicated. INDEX FILE FOR: THE TRAVLN’ JOHN GUIDE TO A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN or WOULD YOU HAVE LOVED ME THEN? by Johnny R. Fisher A series of essays on the personal life experiences of the author. Essays discuss mental illness, abuse, love, marriage, divorce, suicidal ideation, mania, depression, unreality, stigma, compulsive behavior, humor and pain and recovery. These essays were written in the process of recovery and are intended to inform, alleviate some of the stigma attached to some of the foregoing and to provide a source of support to those having experienced some of the same. "We are not alone." The author desires no anonymity as he desires to be recognized as a "real person" and not a work of fiction. If this leads to "flames" or other negative type of responses he states that he will recover from that also. "I am a survivor." TABLE OF CONTENTS (LIST OF FILES) Text files are also available as *.wri. To view as intended, *.wri files were composed in Windows 3.11 Write. essay_01.txt Title page, copyright notice, author’s note, table of contents (list of files), Essay 1: Prospectus essay_02.txt God Has Seen Fit… About suicidal ideation and how it was overcome. essay_03.txt Journal Into A Nervous Breakdown… One long weekend with a mind going wrong. essay_04.txt Doctor Hear Thy Patient… Expectations of the mentally ill that others will heal them without requiring painful revelations… essay_05.txt Balancing Act… Personal account of what manic depression is and what it is like in the analogy of a tight rope walker… essay_06.txt Wanna Trade An N Word For An M Word? You think you have a problem! essay_07.txt Ya Wanna Buy Some Bud? Mania marketability… download and view jontoon.gif essay_08.txt Forever Love… Personal views on the foreverness of Love, marraige, mental illnes and divorce… essay_09.txt Not A Funny Man But… Humor and Pain… appropriate? You be the Judge. essay_10.txt Progress Drives Me Nuts! essay_11.txt Egad! More comments on the nuttiness of progress… essay_12.txt Check My Fingers… humorous aside about a personal compulsive behavior essay_13.txt The Know It All… ’nuff said INDEX OF PICTURES To avoid posting binary files (pictures) into a discussion newsgroup, I will make availabe the pictures to those who want to view them via e-mail. Below is a list of picture files currently available with a brief description and following is a chart showing the formats I can send you and the picture size in KB. Send e-mail with file name and format you would like to receive in the subject header. Example: jontoon.jpg There is no need to put any message into the body. jontoon.* cartoon drawn of me when I was working as a cab driver near Walt Disney World in Florida. Since has been converted into an electronic postcard for sharing with friends on the Internet. Popular for use in a paint program. Goes with Essay 7, YA WANNA BUY SOME BUD? sharjon.* Photograph of author and girl friend, Shari travljon.* Photograph of author winter.* Graphic poetry written and drawn in the midst of an episode. balance.* Photograpgh of author and grandson credited with saving author’s life while he was having suicidal ideations. Photograph was printed in newspaper along with Essay 5, BALANCING ACT. *.gif *.bmp *.pcx *.tga *.jpg *.tif jontoon.* 17.8 KB 298 KB 55.7 KB 58.1 KB 94.9 KB 37.4 KB sharjon.* 104 KB 164 KB 145 KB 160 KB 62.9 KB 164 KB travljon.* 252 KB 276 KB 279 KB 286 KB 128 KB 277 KB winter.* 76.9 KB 7.97 KB 30.2 KB 31.6 KB 50.1 KB 19.4 KB balance.* Not scanned this date. Will be available by Friday, May 31 end of file index.txt There are 3 Johns: 1, the real John, known only to his maker; 2, John’s ideal John, never the real one and often very unlike him; 3, never the real John, nor John’s John, but often very unlike either. -(Oliver Wendell Holmes)
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