Depression Recovery

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sigh. so much i want to say but no words form coherently. I’m functioning okay outwardly but just numb inside. it’d be better if i was in some pain cause at least then i would feel "normal". ah, well, late night whining. i just had to tell someone. -robin-

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I am in so much pain this weekend cause of no meds.  I went and had a couple drinks – I know I should not have but at least it brought me someplace better. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text ->sigh. so much i want to say but no words form coherently. I’m functioning >okay outwardly but just numb inside. it’d be better if i was in some pain >cause at least then i would feel "normal". ah, well, late night whining. i >just had to tell someone. >-robin-

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I thought I would tell you but I am seeing none of my posts or even replies on alt.support.depression.recovery.sanctuary. Any thoughts as to why.  I have been writing over the last two or three day and nothing. I am using Free Agetn now but any help would be appreciatee – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text ->sigh. so much i want to say but no words form coherently. I’m functioning >okay outwardly but just numb inside. it’d be better if i was in some pain >cause at least then i would feel "normal". ah, well, late night whining. i >just had to tell someone. >-robin-

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writes: >sigh. so much i want to say but no words form coherently. I’m functioning >okay outwardly but just numb inside. it’d be better if i was in some pain >cause at least then i would feel "normal". ah, well, late night whining. i >just had to tell someone. >-robin-

(((((((((((((((((((Robin)))))))))))))))))))) I’m listening. Schuyler "Bliss is ignorance".

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I’ve been seeing your posts on alt.support.depression.recovery, Trevor. Hang in there, or try getting you meds from the hospital.  And on Monday, call your doc and have your prescription phoned in to the nearest possible pharmacy, if that helps. Christina

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> I thought I would tell you but I am seeing none of my posts or even > replies on alt.support.depression.recovery.sanctuary. > Any thoughts as to why.  I have been writing over the last two or > three day and nothing. > I am using Free Agetn now but any help would be appreciatee

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Is this an increase in being sick? Or might this greater awareness be symptom of improvement? Christina

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> sigh. so much i want to say but no words form coherently. I’m functioning > okay outwardly but just numb inside. it’d be better if i was in some pain > cause at least then i would feel "normal". ah, well, late night whining. i > just had to tell someone. > -robin-

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*hugs Robin*   >sigh. so much i want to say but no words form coherently

now this….i can relate to entirely….i’m sorry  *hugs again* sabrina

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Thankss – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text ->*hugs Robin*   >sigh. so much i want to say but no words form coherently >now this….i can relate to entirely….i’m sorry  *hugs again* >sabrina

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*hugs right back at you* its frustrating when you can’t explain yourself properly to others, and even to yourself. i’m fairly intelligent with words (or rather i used to be) so went they don’t come to me easily I get quite upset. usually i keep a journal as a way of releasing my emotions but lately all i can write is "november 26 – my life sucks" "november 27 – see previous days entry"…sigh. -robin, who by the way makes a fabulous peanut butter and chocolate cheese cake that is guaranteed to make you lose 10 pounds per slice, and that is why I eat the whole thing to myself – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – >*hugs Robin* >sigh. so much i want to say but no words form coherently >now this….i can relate to entirely….i’m sorry  *hugs again* >sabrina

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> i’m fairly intelligent with words (or rather i used to be) so >went they don’t come to me easily I get quite upset. usually i keep a >journal as a way of releasing my emotions but lately all i can write is >"november 26 – my life sucks" "november 27 – see previous days >entry"…sigh.

heh….sounds like me. i’m a writer…figure that one out…. >-robin, who by the way makes a fabulous peanut butter and chocolate cheese >cake that is guaranteed to make you lose 10 pounds per slice, and that is >why I eat the whole thing to myself

Oh my gosh!!! Are you taking any orders for the holidays?! I’d love to have a few around so i can eat everything i want, and just down one of those cheesecakes and never gain a pound!!   sabrina *makes great chocolate chip peanut butter cookies that only make you lose 4 lbs a cookie, but they’re big cookies*

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I have found writing to be one of the most therapeutic things I can do.  Maybe that is why I enjoy the newsgroups because not only can I write and get some of "it" out the people here know where I am coming from.   Oh ya me wants cake to anyway you could send it down the line – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text ->*hugs right back at you* >its frustrating when you can’t explain yourself properly to others, and even >to yourself. i’m fairly intelligent with words (or rather i used to be) so >went they don’t come to me easily I get quite upset. usually i keep a >journal as a way of releasing my emotions but lately all i can write is >"november 26 – my life sucks" "november 27 – see previous days >entry"…sigh. >-robin, who by the way makes a fabulous peanut butter and chocolate cheese >cake that is guaranteed to make you lose 10 pounds per slice, and that is >why I eat the whole thing to myself >*hugs Robin* >>sigh. so much i want to say but no words form coherently >now this….i can relate to entirely….i’m sorry  *hugs again* >sabrina

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