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Hi Twain, Nice to meet you and welcome back. Tike p&e – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – >God, I hope this is all set up right. I haven’t been here in months. >Used to be someone called Twain, if I remembered to set my e-mail >right. Now I don’t care. I see GreyAdagio is still here..hope all is >well with you. So glad to see Timmy–gawd, I was pulling for you, >girl. So much of what you were trying to decide…believe me, I >followed with interest. >Tired. finally got a few moments to read. My ‘puter has been retooled, >scrooched with, screwed up, and all, and I work 7 days a week now. God, >I miss these messages sometimes. Sometimes I just couldn’t read them >for the pain, and the shame I felt in complaining and being depressed. >Sometimes I just fell asleep cuz i was/am tired. >Sometimes I am depressed still. Was very optimistic for a while, but >hitting the pit. Sometimes the only reason not depressed is too busy or >too tired. Somedays I can’t stop long enough to think or write or pray >even. >I’m tired kids. I just got off my first vacation in 3 years, and I >think the joy wore me out. Or woke me up. I spent 3 days traveling >with strangers, wtih responsibility only to myself, and a bit to my >travel mates. But that was gladly given. Now I’m back to being a tool, >a function, a resource to family and friends. i feel like I belong to >everybody but me, and I think those few days of freedom made me feel >more trapped when they were over. >I’m sorry. I haven’t written in several months. Now I come back. >That’s sucks and its selfish. But I’m just feeling sick and selfish >right now. > Twain, or whoever is listed at the top of this thing. >– >For more information about this service, send e-mail to:
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Hi Twain, Nice to meet you and welcome back. Tike p&e – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – >God, I hope this is all set up right. I haven’t been here in months. >Used to be someone called Twain, if I remembered to set my e-mail >right. Now I don’t care. I see GreyAdagio is still here..hope all is >well with you. So glad to see Timmy–gawd, I was pulling for you, >girl. So much of what you were trying to decide…believe me, I >followed with interest. >Tired. finally got a few moments to read. My ‘puter has been retooled, >scrooched with, screwed up, and all, and I work 7 days a week now. God, >I miss these messages sometimes. Sometimes I just couldn’t read them >for the pain, and the shame I felt in complaining and being depressed. >Sometimes I just fell asleep cuz i was/am tired. >Sometimes I am depressed still. Was very optimistic for a while, but >hitting the pit. Sometimes the only reason not depressed is too busy or >too tired. Somedays I can’t stop long enough to think or write or pray >even. >I’m tired kids. I just got off my first vacation in 3 years, and I >think the joy wore me out. Or woke me up. I spent 3 days traveling >with strangers, wtih responsibility only to myself, and a bit to my >travel mates. But that was gladly given. Now I’m back to being a tool, >a function, a resource to family and friends. i feel like I belong to >everybody but me, and I think those few days of freedom made me feel >more trapped when they were over. >I’m sorry. I haven’t written in several months. Now I come back. >That’s sucks and its selfish. But I’m just feeling sick and selfish >right now. > Twain, or whoever is listed at the top of this thing. >– >For more information about this service, send e-mail to:
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Dear Twain: Pulling for you all the way. SOmetimes it comes back for just a short while, but it will go away. Maybe the rush of all has accumulated and slammed you down. Little steps is what everyone tells me. Just little baby steps but that in its own can be very frustrating. Hope all will straighten itself out for you really quickly. Hugs to you and Blessed peace soon on the way. Always Sunshine Aries. Take Care Of You…. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – >ANON-Name: Twain >ANON-Mail: yes >X-Email-Accepted: yes >ANON-Announce: yes >God, I hope this is all set up right. I haven’t been here in months. >Used to be someone called Twain, if I remembered to set my e-mail >right. Now I don’t care. I see GreyAdagio is still here..hope all is >well with you. So glad to see Timmy–gawd, I was pulling for you, >girl. So much of what you were trying to decide…believe me, I >followed with interest. >Tired. finally got a few moments to read. My ‘puter has been retooled, >scrooched with, screwed up, and all, and I work 7 days a week now. God, >I miss these messages sometimes. Sometimes I just couldn’t read them >for the pain, and the shame I felt in complaining and being depressed. >Sometimes I just fell asleep cuz i was/am tired. >Sometimes I am depressed still. Was very optimistic for a while, but >hitting the pit. Sometimes the only reason not depressed is too busy or >too tired. Somedays I can’t stop long enough to think or write or pray >even. >I’m tired kids. I just got off my first vacation in 3 years, and I >think the joy wore me out. Or woke me up. I spent 3 days traveling >with strangers, wtih responsibility only to myself, and a bit to my >travel mates. But that was gladly given. Now I’m back to being a tool, >a function, a resource to family and friends. i feel like I belong to >everybody but me, and I think those few days of freedom made me feel >more trapped when they were over. >I’m sorry. I haven’t written in several months. Now I come back. >That’s sucks and its selfish. But I’m just feeling sick and selfish >right now. > Twain, or whoever is listed at the top of this thing. >– >For more information about this service, send e-mail to:
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Hi Twain, Your post came in a-ok. I’m doing all right so to speak, trying not to let life throw me on my head. Not too good for the system, that. I thought I was a working stiff, but 7 days a week? That’s rough. Update the group on what’s happening, if you like, and when you have the time and energy. Sounds like you need a battery recharge. Hope you’re getting enough sleep. Laughter isn’t the best medicine, sleep is. Sort of a slow-trickle recharge system. Don’t sweat it about feeling selfish in returning after an absence. We do have a resident oinker here setting an example in things being about "me" <oink, oink>, but she’s really a sweet-heart, though I wouldn’t go near her when her chainsaw’s buzzing. Or was it her hormones making all that racket? Anyway, we’re here because we have to be or because we like it here. So plop yourself on the sagging sofa that’s broken in and comfy like you wouldn’t believe. If you find any M&M’s in the cracks, we use those in lieu of breadcrumbs so people who’ve lost their way can trek on back. I post/email pretty much by default to twwells people just in case a post doesn’t show up, so don’t feel obliged to email back, ok? The point is, I just wanted to welcome you again. GreyAdagio (p/e) – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – >ANON-Name: Twain >ANON-Mail: yes >X-Email-Accepted: yes >ANON-Announce: yes >God, I hope this is all set up right. I haven’t been here in months. >Used to be someone called Twain, if I remembered to set my e-mail >right. Now I don’t care. I see GreyAdagio is still here..hope all is >well with you. So glad to see Timmy–gawd, I was pulling for you, >girl. So much of what you were trying to decide…believe me, I >followed with interest. >Tired. finally got a few moments to read. My ‘puter has been retooled, >scrooched with, screwed up, and all, and I work 7 days a week now. God, >I miss these messages sometimes. Sometimes I just couldn’t read them >for the pain, and the shame I felt in complaining and being depressed. >Sometimes I just fell asleep cuz i was/am tired. >Sometimes I am depressed still. Was very optimistic for a while, but >hitting the pit. Sometimes the only reason not depressed is too busy or >too tired. Somedays I can’t stop long enough to think or write or pray >even. >I’m tired kids. I just got off my first vacation in 3 years, and I >think the joy wore me out. Or woke me up. I spent 3 days traveling >with strangers, wtih responsibility only to myself, and a bit to my >travel mates. But that was gladly given. Now I’m back to being a tool, >a function, a resource to family and friends. i feel like I belong to >everybody but me, and I think those few days of freedom made me feel >more trapped when they were over. >I’m sorry. I haven’t written in several months. Now I come back. >That’s sucks and its selfish. But I’m just feeling sick and selfish >right now. > Twain, or whoever is listed at the top of this thing.
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ANON-Name: Twain ANON-Mail: yes X-Email-Accepted: yes ANON-Announce: yes God, I hope this is all set up right. I haven’t been here in months. Used to be someone called Twain, if I remembered to set my e-mail right. Now I don’t care. I see GreyAdagio is still here..hope all is well with you. So glad to see Timmy–gawd, I was pulling for you, girl. So much of what you were trying to decide…believe me, I followed with interest. Tired. finally got a few moments to read. My ‘puter has been retooled, scrooched with, screwed up, and all, and I work 7 days a week now. God, I miss these messages sometimes. Sometimes I just couldn’t read them for the pain, and the shame I felt in complaining and being depressed. Sometimes I just fell asleep cuz i was/am tired. Sometimes I am depressed still. Was very optimistic for a while, but hitting the pit. Sometimes the only reason not depressed is too busy or too tired. Somedays I can’t stop long enough to think or write or pray even. I’m tired kids. I just got off my first vacation in 3 years, and I think the joy wore me out. Or woke me up. I spent 3 days traveling with strangers, wtih responsibility only to myself, and a bit to my travel mates. But that was gladly given. Now I’m back to being a tool, a function, a resource to family and friends. i feel like I belong to everybody but me, and I think those few days of freedom made me feel more trapped when they were over. I’m sorry. I haven’t written in several months. Now I come back. That’s sucks and its selfish. But I’m just feeling sick and selfish right now. Twain, or whoever is listed at the top of this thing. — For more information about this service, send e-mail to:
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