Depression Recovery

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Sorry to hear you’re having such a difficult time, Janet…..take care.. Sally

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Hope you have success getting better soon Janet. John – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text ->Dear friends in Britain, >I wanted to come here and express my greatest sorrow at the loss of >George Harrison. He was loved by the world, and a priceless artisan to >evolve from the UK. He will be sorely missed. His contribution to >humanity in the form of his music will never be forgotten. >I also wanted to thank the citizens and Government and Monarchy of >Britain for being such good, close comrades in the war on terror. I >think we cannot find a better friend than Britain. Together, along >with the world coalition against terror, all of us are making a >difference. >I wish everyone a safe holiday season. I hope to come back one day, >but have nothing to contribute now as I started smoking after 13 >months smober and continue to do so. I have met some wonderful friends >here, like Goddess Xena, Gwen, Mavis, and the ever beloved, Miss >Maggie, Greg Groth, John Van Gurp, and many more. The depression is >bad, and I let my guard down and struggled to regain my smober >composure, but lost. My will to smoke must have been stronger than the >will to recover. That is all I can fathom of it. I am very proud of >all of you who have managed to stay smober, or who slipped and stopped >immediately. I am in the struggle of my life here. It saddens me to >think that I have been battling addiction to the cigarette all of my >life. It is probably what will kill me one day regardless of if I quit >now. I have just smoked for way too long. >God bless all of you. For some reason I have this sense of doom, like >a nuke is going to wipe out America, so I wanted to post this just in >case we really do get exterminated. I hope it is just my cognitive >impairment that I am fighting so fiercly with that is making me feel >this way. I am seeing a counsellor and she is sending me to a >psychiatrist to re-evaluate my medication. It appears my memory is >getting worse, and so is my ability to verbally express myself. I can >read and communicate in writing, but when I speak it is a struggle to >gather my thoughts. I think this medication is clogging my brain or >something. I don’t know. >Love you always, >Janet

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> Dear friends in Britain,

Indeed. I am devastated by this news today. Thanks Janet for dropping in and giving this tribute to GH. What a wonderful artist and human he was. Men like him are the few that give me hope for humanity. BTW, great to see you drop by. Gwen

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Damn Janet, I’m so sorry to read that you’re having a tough time with depression. Don’t forget to take everything one day at a time – otherwise it *does* feel like we’re about to be exterminated.  Your dismay is the depression talking – it is *never* too late to stop smoking.  You’ll do it again when you’re ready.  I know you will! I will always be here for you! Battle On, Janet! -GoddessXena Smober. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – > Dear friends in Britain, > I wanted to come here and express my greatest sorrow at the loss of > George Harrison. He was loved by the world, and a priceless artisan to > evolve from the UK. He will be sorely missed. His contribution to > humanity in the form of his music will never be forgotten. > I also wanted to thank the citizens and Government and Monarchy of > Britain for being such good, close comrades in the war on terror. I > think we cannot find a better friend than Britain. Together, along > with the world coalition against terror, all of us are making a > difference. > I wish everyone a safe holiday season. I hope to come back one day, > but have nothing to contribute now as I started smoking after 13 > months smober and continue to do so. I have met some wonderful friends > here, like Goddess Xena, Gwen, Mavis, and the ever beloved, Miss > Maggie, Greg Groth, John Van Gurp, and many more. The depression is > bad, and I let my guard down and struggled to regain my smober > composure, but lost. My will to smoke must have been stronger than the > will to recover. That is all I can fathom of it. I am very proud of > all of you who have managed to stay smober, or who slipped and stopped > immediately. I am in the struggle of my life here. It saddens me to > think that I have been battling addiction to the cigarette all of my > life. It is probably what will kill me one day regardless of if I quit > now. I have just smoked for way too long. > God bless all of you. For some reason I have this sense of doom, like > a nuke is going to wipe out America, so I wanted to post this just in > case we really do get exterminated. I hope it is just my cognitive > impairment that I am fighting so fiercly with that is making me feel > this way. I am seeing a counsellor and she is sending me to a > psychiatrist to re-evaluate my medication. It appears my memory is > getting worse, and so is my ability to verbally express myself. I can > read and communicate in writing, but when I speak it is a struggle to > gather my thoughts. I think this medication is clogging my brain or > something. I don’t know. > Love you always, > Janet

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"Thank-you George, it was grand knowing you."  - Yoko Ono Damn. Greg Groth

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Dear friends in Britain, > I wanted to come here and express my greatest sorrow at the loss of > George Harrison. He was loved by the world, and a priceless artisan to > evolve from the UK. He will be sorely missed. His contribution to > humanity in the form of his music will never be forgotten. > I also wanted to thank the citizens and Government and Monarchy of > Britain for being such good, close comrades in the war on terror. I > think we cannot find a better friend than Britain. Together, along > with the world coalition against terror, all of us are making a > difference. > I wish everyone a safe holiday season. I hope to come back one day, > but have nothing to contribute now as I started smoking after 13 > months smober and continue to do so. I have met some wonderful friends > here, like Goddess Xena, Gwen, Mavis, and the ever beloved, Miss > Maggie, Greg Groth, John Van Gurp, and many more. The depression is > bad, and I let my guard down and struggled to regain my smober > composure, but lost. My will to smoke must have been stronger than the > will to recover. That is all I can fathom of it. I am very proud of > all of you who have managed to stay smober, or who slipped and stopped > immediately. I am in the struggle of my life here. It saddens me to > think that I have been battling addiction to the cigarette all of my > life. It is probably what will kill me one day regardless of if I quit > now. I have just smoked for way too long. > God bless all of you. For some reason I have this sense of doom, like > a nuke is going to wipe out America, so I wanted to post this just in > case we really do get exterminated. I hope it is just my cognitive > impairment that I am fighting so fiercly with that is making me feel > this way. I am seeing a counsellor and she is sending me to a > psychiatrist to re-evaluate my medication. It appears my memory is > getting worse, and so is my ability to verbally express myself. I can > read and communicate in writing, but when I speak it is a struggle to > gather my thoughts. I think this medication is clogging my brain or > something. I don’t know. > Love you always, > Janet

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Dear friends in Britain, I wanted to come here and express my greatest sorrow at the loss of George Harrison. He was loved by the world, and a priceless artisan to evolve from the UK. He will be sorely missed. His contribution to humanity in the form of his music will never be forgotten. I also wanted to thank the citizens and Government and Monarchy of Britain for being such good, close comrades in the war on terror. I think we cannot find a better friend than Britain. Together, along with the world coalition against terror, all of us are making a difference. I wish everyone a safe holiday season. I hope to come back one day, but have nothing to contribute now as I started smoking after 13 months smober and continue to do so. I have met some wonderful friends here, like Goddess Xena, Gwen, Mavis, and the ever beloved, Miss Maggie, Greg Groth, John Van Gurp, and many more. The depression is bad, and I let my guard down and struggled to regain my smober composure, but lost. My will to smoke must have been stronger than the will to recover. That is all I can fathom of it. I am very proud of all of you who have managed to stay smober, or who slipped and stopped immediately. I am in the struggle of my life here. It saddens me to think that I have been battling addiction to the cigarette all of my life. It is probably what will kill me one day regardless of if I quit now. I have just smoked for way too long. God bless all of you. For some reason I have this sense of doom, like a nuke is going to wipe out America, so I wanted to post this just in case we really do get exterminated. I hope it is just my cognitive impairment that I am fighting so fiercly with that is making me feel this way. I am seeing a counsellor and she is sending me to a psychiatrist to re-evaluate my medication. It appears my memory is getting worse, and so is my ability to verbally express myself. I can read and communicate in writing, but when I speak it is a struggle to gather my thoughts. I think this medication is clogging my brain or something. I don’t know. Love you always, Janet

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